Saturday, April 28, 2007
this is
NOT to the HOD of math
why does everyone think so surpasses me.
ANYWAYS.
you know what.
its a pity YOU don't understand us.
its a pity YOU don't care about anyone else except those few.
its a pity that i even KNOW you.
its a pity you don't even try to understand us.
its a pity you don't have any compassion.
guess what. i don't need you to PITY us.
we don't even WANT to care about you.
you disgust me.
i dont want the glory.
its not glorious anyway.
what makes you think so.
and you think you're so pro, huh?
get into
that.
you know what i mean.
and i know you will read this some how.
i know you read my blog.
and you know what?
i don't care.
i don't care if you freak out.
i don't care what you will do to me.
because there's not much you can do.
and you want YOUR band.
wow. believe it or not.
you're NOT in a position to say that.
and you'll never be.
you know why.
cause you're mean.
and you show it.
you have ZERO compassion.
you don't even care about anyone except yourself.
and actually,
i don't care if you read this.
and i know you will.
just that you're too much of a coward to tag.
so why do you even care to go around reading comments about people.
when you will just do nothing,
and become MORE mean.
its not good for your health.
you do realize you're killing yourself, yeah?
and all your chances.
because one of them may just see it and you'll be totally busted.
so why don't you just be a nicer person.
oh wait.
you can't.
cause you're just like that.
you don't have to hide anymore.
because we can all see through that mask you hide behind.
that mask that screams: i'm such a nice person. tell me everything.
who are you kidding.
we may be a little bit insane.
we may be a little bit slow.
we may be a little bit blind.
but we're not dumb.
we can see through it.
so stop pretending.
cause this is the real world.
trying to keep a "private" blog doesn't help.
its the INTERNET.
hello?
you don't even bother to lock it.
to put it frankly.
you're dumb.
and you still think you're smart to shout out everything you feel.
its a health hazard to keep it all in.
and sucking up doesn't help.
this IS to the HOD of math.thanks arh.
for putting us under the category that didn't get honours.
thanks arh.
u think its FREAKING easy to get honours.
1/50 bands got honours.
and with the LITTLE support u give us.
honours is so easy hor.
want some examples?
certain PA groups make so much noise and you all dont complain.
as for us, one clarinet PING one note.
OHMYY the whole school gets headache.
you regard us as PURE noise.
you know what.
i regard you as pure noise pollution too!
now, dont we have something in common.
oh and for glitters.
band don't exist.
bolero-modern dance.
thanks arh.
you all do realise bolero is a march, no?
hmm, ny's never ending mission to bring down band.
we don't get that many trips and what not.
how nice.
that's the GREAT AND ENCOURAGING nanyang girls high school admin for you.
wow, i bet so many will want to come to nanyang now.
i suppose you think band is a burden to the funds and what not.
yeah, of course.
i totally agree.
because of the way you do things.
everything's only half way there.
minimal support.
minimal prac time.
oh yeah, you can say you give us national anthem.
hur. it helps so much to be playing a lousy piece which is on automatic play when you're half awake. thanks arh.
and bandees don't have feeling hor.
so everyone else has feelings.
you always teach us to make comparisons in IH.
and we MUST have a fair base for comparison.
now i apply it to real life situations, which you encourage.
1/50 honours for band.
now we're top 12.66666667% is singapore.
honours is like 2%.
so easy hor.
uh okay strings is like toptopTOP or smth.
but look at other CCAs,
look at their percentage of honours.
of course, you don't care.
you only care about the funds,
the school reputation.
so we spoilt the honours streak.
ostracize us.
fine.
you're the admin.
you do what you want.
we can't change anything.
and you think we didn't fulfill our dreams when we got gold.
wow. please lah.
we got our platinum.
and for your information,
platinum in terms of jewellery is MORE expensive than gold.
yes i think you should know that.
after all you're the admin of NANYANG GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL.
the
great school, who encourages students to study, to perform, to
excel in all areas.
wow, with all your encouragement, now we can excel.
thanks arh.
*the term "bandees" doesn't include some people.yups.
i'm done ranting.
i shall pretend that they doesn't exist.
thanks.i don't feel that bad now.
9:18 PM